Amelia
Always/never
Yesterday
was the last day and today is the first day. Yesterday was the last
day she had Arthur's attention during class. Today is the first day
where all the boys will be staring at the new teacher. Yesterday was
the last day with Janette, the substitute teacher. Today is the first
day with Miss Cryx. And she was excited, yes, and then she was
worried. It was a failure for her to lose her best friend to the
teacher. She would invade the thoughts of all the boys and trying to
be a teacher for them would be impossible.
She
approached the school a tad early, but maybe then she would be able
to catch Miss Cryx alone. She wanted to welcome her. She also wanted
to let her know how much of an honor it was for her to be in the
class she was teaching.
Miss
Cryx was even more beautiful than she remembered. Her black hair hang
loose except two tiny braids on each side of her head, tied in the
back. She wore a skinny, black skirt, with a slightly pink shirt and
a sea blue scarf. She was humming a tone Amelia never had heard
before, and she was sure Miss Cryx hadn't seen her. The tone was so
beautiful; she didn't want to interrupt her. Then again, it was
slightly creepy to stand in the door and barely be breathing to be
quiet.
Miss
Cryx turned around and stopped her humming as if it was a horrible
thing that she had been humming it in the first place.
“Good
morning. Are you in my class?” She said, and Amelia noticed how she
tried to keep her cool in front of her. She was staring at her.
Amelia thought about that day were she saw Miss Cryx right outside
their classroom. She was shocked to see her. She remember thinking
'is
it today she's coming?' and
shot a glance at Arthur, who obviously didn't want to stare at Miss
Cryx either.
'”It's
her, Arthur. That's Miss Cryx.” she
had whispered to him.
“Really?”
He
said. She nodded and turned away. Arthur followed her. So
why's she surprised to see me? She stared at me. She must remember
me.
She thought, but decided to follow her act. She wanted to be cool
with the new teacher.
“Yes,
I am in this class.” Amelia found her chair and sat down.
“Miss
Cryx, we are honored have you as a teacher. We have only heard good
things about you.”
“I'm
glad to hear that. Please, call me Zia.”
“Okay,
Zia.”
They
were quiet for a time and Amelia found her things and put them on the
table.
“How
was Paris?” She asked, and Zia looked at the time before answering.
It was almost time to start class. Maybe there was so much to tell,
so she wouldn't have nearly enough time. Then again, Zia didn't know
Amelia, so why would she tell her a long story?
“It
was good, in many ways. Highly overrated, though. 'The City of Love'
might not be the right term. It was raining most of the time and
noisy people filled the street every day, all day.”
“I
see.” She answered silently. A horde of people, her classmates,
came in. They were mumbling and looking at Miss Cryx from time to
time. The bell rang, and the rest of the people hurried inside. Miss
Cryx stood in front of the board, looking at the students without
looking like a superior individual, coming to teach morons. No, there
was something about her eyes, something... benevolently...
“Good
morning, ladies and gentlemen. As you all know, I am your new English
teacher, and as you probably also know already, my name is Zia Cryx.
You may call me Zia. I am very excited to be here with you. How much
did you go through with Janette?” A few people put up their hands.
Amelia figured she didn't need to. Zia looked directly at her for a
second, before she pointed at someone behind her.
“Yes,
you? What's your name?” She asked.
“Sabrina.
And we began reading poems of the First World War, and she also told
us about how most men secretly were gay.” People laughed. It was so
typical of her to mention that. The sub told them many things, and
the stories about general homosexuality was just a briefly mentioned
subject, only because Sabrina asked what they did to ease the
pressure when there was no women.
“I
bet you would have liked to be there.” A guy shouted at her.
“In
the middle of a bunch of horny men? Hell yeah!” And the class
laughed again. Amelia looked at Zia, who also laughed.
“Yes,
that's right, Sabrina. Most men were gay. It was a very demanding
job, both physically and mentally. They needed some bodily contact
and tenderness, like anybody else.”
Amelia
wrote the notes in her book and shot a glance at Arthur. He was also
taking notes. Then he looked at her and smiled. She wrote in the back
of her book:
How
do you like the new teacher?
I
guess she's fine. How about you?
Yeah,
she's cool.
She
didn't look at him when she closed the book again. She didn't want to
talk about her.
Zia
wrote something on the board.
“Go
in groups and discuss question four and five in your textbook.”
Amelia
and Arthur look at each other simultaneously, and then she looks
behind her and makes eye contact with Sabrina. She's her best friend.
Though Sabrina has friends out and about, and Amelia never met many
of them. Sabrina often spoke of people and told her stories about
them, and Amelia was glad she had never met them. They seemed so
different from herself, and she thought about how Sabrina must act
very differently around her.
Sabrina
nods at her. They walk out together, and Sabrina says “It's nice
she has some humor.”
Both
Amelia and Arthur nods in agreement.
Amelia
looks at Sabrina while they walk towards a table.
She's
wearing pink and black striped half-gloves.
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