Cherry
Honors
Cathy's story was heartbreaking for
her to listen to. A girl who went through that much trouble
throughout her life did not deserve to be yelled at.
She wonders if anyone would be so
nice to her if she had to leave home. Who did she even know who could
take her in for good? She looked at the poor girl and wanted to help
her. She could. Would she take her charity? Would she be offended and
leave, if she offered her money? She wanted to get to know Cathy. She
had a courage she never could find in herself.
“Cathy, may I help you?” She
said, after a long, long silence. She looked at her weirdly, as if
she had said 'May I kill you and then rape your lifeless body?', but
she had offered her help. That wasn't something she shouldn't be the
least bit used to by now. She had been helped before. Couldn't she
take Cherry's help, then?
“Why?” She said slowly,
hesitating.
“I think you've done a great
thing, considering. You deserve a better job, something you would
like to do. You deserve the chance to get an education. And I would
be honored to help you get on with your life.”
Cathy looked offended, and Cherry
was immediately regrettable in her speech. She shouldn't have said
what she said. Not like that. She made Cathy sound like a social
loser. Which she kind of is, but she still did a great, great thing
by making it on her own for so long.
“You'll help me get on with my
life?” She snorted, and Cherry was confused. Was that the part she
was offended by? She must be able to see for herself, that her life
is going no where.
“I would be honored to help you.”
She repeated, this time slower, apologetic.
“Fine then!” She bursted, then
calmed herself. “You wanna help me? Good! Then I'll send you all my
checks. I'll go search for an education and I'll buy all the stuff
one could ever need, and I'll send you the bill. Fine? Because that's
what I want!” Her breathing got heavier.
“Calm
down, Cathy. That's not what I meant, and you know it. I may have the
resources to do such, but that doesn't mean I want to give you a life
of luxury on a silver platter. No way. Believe it or not, even though
my family is rich beyond belief, doesn't mean I get everything
served. In this family, you have to prove your right to get a bigger
room. You have to do good in school and do chores at home to get
access to that loaded credit card, your parents hold above your head.
In this family, they lie to you about how far you are. You may
already have done everything around there is to do, you have done the
maids' jobs for a week, you've stayed late up and studied to get
straight A's. You're exhausted and they tell you there's just this
one more thing... And you can go buy yourself whatever you want, but
no, there's always just a bit more. My father works all the time and
my mother is a classic housewife. I was her toy for many years. What
could she make me do next? That's how it is to grow up here, it's not
toys and plays all the time. They make you think that, but no. So
I'll help you, the same way I was helped. You are going to start an
education. I'll pay for it, but you're not getting a cent more than
what the school bills me. Everything else is on you, and I suggest
you go get some money in the bank, because computer, notepads,
books... they are not cheap. When you're through, I'll give you ten
thousand dollars, but only if you graduate with a decent result. And
do I even have to tell you, that if you don't make it through, I will
not pay a single penny anymore. Choose right in the first place, get
in, and we got ourselves a deal. Okay?”
She was shocked, Cherry could see
the shock in her eyes. She nodded.
“What do you get out of all this?”
She mumbles. Cherry shrugs.
“A project, I think, while I
work.”
Cathy's dress is stained by some tea
she spilled at some point.
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